i can see it everyday
the way you pull and bite and tear
and tear away
i cannot say i know you mind
nor your heart quite in every way
but after all these years
i think i get the gist
some have offered you an open hand
only so they could pull you to the blade
cuz every monster has a warm
and open smiling face
some will offer you the world
when they have but a grain of sand to spare
others will offer you the grain
but only so they can take
and take away every fucking inch you've earned
me, well some days i lie
and tell myself i am strong
some days i lie
and play and act as if i am brave
either way i'll stay
you can spend your entire life fighting for a lost cause, and it wont change a thing. however it will bring you down like a dog trying to escape the steak that it's chained to. i've finally found myself with my face pressed into the barren earth suffocating from the pull of the collar and chain that i so willingly bound myself to. time to back up and back out of the hell i've spun from threads of desperate hope to help the helpless who clung to me and i in return clung back.... two against the world, such a beautiful thought such a heart wrenching lie.
no matter how much you love a person whoever they may be, no matter the re
ok i work in a meat dept. and they put me to work drawing/painting cartoony fish for an hour.... read over that a few times let it sink it real deep then ask yourself: what the fuck??
the greatest thing about my job (i work in meat dept. at grocery store) is that i have the wonderful oprotunity to kill flys with bleach.
now if i get one 'animal rights' jackoff bitching at me about how that is crule, i will track them down and clamp a bear trap to their gentials.... i'm a redneck i do these things
OH GOD NO!!!!! SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!